So
don’t ask why,
but
you’re on my mind,
not
that I regret my decision,
not
that I want you back,
not
that I miss you,
because
I don’t
you’re
on my mind
because
you recently popped up on my facebook,
because
I hope you’re over me,
because
I hope that you have moved on,
because
I hope that you are happy again,
because
I want you to be,
because
I know there is someone just waiting on you,
because
I know someone else was to know you
you’re
on my mind
Don’t have much time, but I wanted to share this video of my adorable cousin Emmy (Emery)
10-25-10
Bleh! The past few days have been long.. lets see.. Saturday I went to a wedding. It was A-MAZING! Congrats Beth and Tim! I Love You Guys! (they dated for 6 years! * insert girly squeal here* But before the wedding I went to the high school to drive for the first time! I only hit the bumpers of a few imaginary cars. Then after it was time to get ready for the wedding. I had an emotional breakdown while doing my hair. I wanted it curled and all my friends who help me were busy, so I tried to do it myself. To say the least I FAILED I ended up with just big poofy curlish things. So I decided I’d straighten my hair, then I go and burn my chin straightening my hair. That’s when it all came down, I finished my hair and ran up stairs and cried and cried and cried! But poor Brennen had to listen to me mumbling through gasp for breath. So after I calmed down I did my makeup and blah blah. Then went to the wedding. FAST FORWARD to Sunday.. went to church, blah blah.. and in the middle of Sunday school I got the giggles really bad. Fast-forward to later that afternoon. I got in trouble for doing what I do best, Getting an attitude with my mom. Lets not go into details but Dad was pretty ticked... so I spent most of the time in my room in tears, and by the time I would calm down enough to breathe I would find an old letter I had written to Cody (my.. Ex -those words.. I don’t like them-) And It would start again, crying to the point that I was literally coking on my tears. And blowing my nose on an old tee-shirt. Then finally it was time to go back to the church. Again I got fussed at in the car for my attitude. So when we get to church I’m halfway crying again. Then my AMAZING youth pastor Jeff comes running up to the car “YARBSTERS!” (my nickname from him) I smiled the best I could got the keys from mom and hugged Jeff. “Hey princess” (normally when someone calls me princess I roll my eyes because in my house my sister is the princess, the pretty one, but when Jeff says it I cant help but smile) As we walk of Jeff asks whats up, to avoid crying again I say “Nothin” “Nothing!? A girl never is not thinking of nothing, guys can think of nothing” It was about at this point I tuned out and focused my attention on the ground and tried to keep from crying... it didn’t work. So when he saw me he gave me the biggest hug. (something Jeff is very good at, Hugs that make you feel as if its all gonna be ok) And I simply said its been a long day. FAST FORWARD to today, It was a rough morning to say the least but when mom left to go do.. whatever I don’t even remember. Things got better I played my music and sang my heart out while doing school. At the moment I’m sitting in my house Without power. Will Write More Later.
Love
Taylor Marie
10-21-10
Hey Guys! Sorry I didn’t post yesterday I was super busy. I had school, Drivers Ed (last class) then I had to clean my guinea pig cage.. Did I ever mention I have guinea pigs? Well I do! Moose and Little Bit :P
Then mom had some people over cause she was hosting a pampered chef party. So the house was full and busy. I stayed upstairs on the phone with Brennen| most of the time. Only coming down to see what food there was :P the only thing I ate were these brownie type things. I had like 5 of those. I later found out that the reason they were divided on the tray was because some had alcohol… oops! I got to keep the icing filler stuff and drew beards on my face with it.. I know, so mature. Now I’m sitting on the back porch doing school, watching the dog, well I WAS but she snuck off :| Either way, I’m on the back porch. And a pretty butterfly just flew by! I wish the leaves changed colors around here it’d be so much more pretty. Well I guess I cant complain at least its not 90 degrees outside.
Thankful for cool weather^
♦ Taylor Marie!
P,S Will upload pictures of the pigs later.
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AH! I’m super excited I just got an email saying that Justin Bieber is coming out with a 3D concert movie! Z I also got my permit today! Today has been great so far, well, not counting this morning.. But I wont go there. I had a dentist appointment and had NO cavities! I have drivers Ed later m which is no fun. But after I get to see BrennenM Then I have church. So yea. I’m in the process of wri ting a 2,00o word essay.. So I better work on that.
G&ATaylor Marie
☺ Taylor Marie
9-18-2010
Today my wake-up call was
“sunny 99.1” They were talking about some lady who gave birth on 8-8-08, 9-9-09-
and again on 10-10-10, before I hit the snooze I was thinking about how my
sister Amber was born on 8-8-88. I woke up again and decided I better get ready,
I got ready while texting my boyfriend Brennen|
Today I got to take my Permit test.... Which
I FAILED. I also got in trouble for changing my texting time limits.. Later I have dtivers ed..
Fun..
Got to go do some more school.
☺ Taylor Marie
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